I didn’t figure out my passion or what may bring me the most joy until well into age 27. Looking back on the stress of 18-26, it would have made no sense for me to settle into anything else and I wouldn’t have been ready to settle into what I love back then either. Some of us “bloom” later. Have compassion and patience with yourself, but be proactive.
One can experience the dynamic of the unconscious mind as one dreams. Time and time again, the dark wave that flows in this inner universe grounds us in different landscapes.